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Brooklyn, New York

📸 My WCW’s are the brave women that I met this past weekend! I had the pleasure of sharing, uplifting and healing with other women of gun violence in Brooklyn, NY. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ The kind hearted @maggiecarrie and fellow gun violence survivor decided to create a safe space for women to share their stories, and bond like sisters. I was blown away by the experiences that we shared at our table. You never know what’s someone’s story until you ask them. Women are so strong yet so beautiful. We have a power to struggle deeply, and keep it moving at the same time. But sometimes we need a moment to process everything we’ve been through. And Maggie and her amazing team (@injajawetrust @jamilatdavis @chefnancie) made sure women have the time and space to do so. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ To all my WBA sisters @woundedbutalivewba Thank you for opening up and being courageous! You are all beautiful inside and out. I’m grateful to have encountered each of you. 🙏🏾❤️

Iheart Radio- Philadelphia, Pa

“If you want to make a difference in someone’s life, you don’t need to be rich, famous, brilliant or perfect. You just have to care.” - ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Special thank you to @loraineballard for making this past weekend so phenomenal! You are an angel. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ There aren’t too many people that truly care. There aren’t too many people that go out of their way to make a difference in people’s lives. But Loraine is one of those people that do. We appreciate your support! ❤️❤️❤️ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Alex and I have some exciting updates to share over the next couple weeks. Can’t wait!

Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

Thank you to all of my supporters. 🙏🏾❤️

The Philadelphia Eagles NovaCare Complex

😱 I’m still in shock!!!! (SWIPE LEFT) 8.25.19 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ 💕There are no words to describe how much joy I have in my heart. Today my amazing fiancé and @philadelphiaeagles team threw me a SURPRISE BRIDAL SHOWER!!! ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ 😩😩❤️❤️ I literally had NO IDEA. When I’m really surprised I’m stone cold stunned. Like Frozen. I was compelled beyond measure when I walked into that room. I have so many pictures and videos, but I can’t post them all haha. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ But to everyone that made today possible, thank you. To everyone that showed up for this surprise for little ole me, thank you. I won’t forget you, believe that. Alex you are my world, and you continue to surprise me in ways unimaginable. I love you so much for putting forth the effort to plan this. You knew I wouldn’t have thrown one for myself. You reached out to my family, and even got my bestfriend from Ny. I’m the luckiest girl in the world to have someone like you fighting for me. Know that I’ll fight just as hard for you Mr. Murray. We haven’t even started yet. My eagles family, too many to name, but I love all of you. 🙏🏾❤️ Go Eagles!! 🦅 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ I can’t believe we’re official eagles now @alexmurrayofficial !!! 😱😱😱❤️❤️❤️ (More pics tomorrow) ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Special thanks to: ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ My girl Jess for all of her creativity @jessica.teson 💕 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ @alexmurrayofficial 💕 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ @new_mercy 💕 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ @glamorous24_7 💕 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ @knote_nublife 💕 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ @clayvohn 💕 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ @panda__escobar 💕 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ @jenkavs 💕 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ @mikejerrick ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ @tasha_mack12 💕 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

Rincón, Puerto Rico

📸 “Taste Testing in Puerto Rico 🇵🇷 for my bday this year” missing this beautiful place!! 😍❤️ Thanks @alexmurrayofficial

Bay Harbor Islands, Florida

Transforming to better brighter teeth 😁. Special thanks again to @bh_perfection_medspa for sponsoring this teeth whitening session!

He brings out my gangsta 😭❤️🤘🏾 @alexmurrayofficial

Thank you so much for sending me these CBD gummies @notpot ! 😱❤️ I haven’t tried them yet, but I’m looking forward to it. I’ll keep you guys posted haha. I’m all for alternative ways to cope with trauma, sign me up!

📸 Im very pleased with my arm results so far. I’ve been skinny my entire life, but my arms were always flabby. My fiancé helps me work on my core with these ab-rollouts, but I think these are also a great way to activate those arm muscles too. 💪🏾💪🏾 SWIPE LEFT. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ My wedding is next month!! 😱❤️ If you haven’t watched my wedding dress vlog yet click the link in my bio!

Voltaire WPB

“No one is you and that is your superpower.” ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Happy July 4th! ❤️ Growth is beautiful. And my growth from last year’s July 4th and this one is tremendous. I may even go see some fireworks today, feeling invincible. 💪🏾

If you are a Trauma Survivor of Gun Violence DO NOT watch Madonna’s new Video God Control. Please save yourself the extra of witnessing people being slaughtered. is NOT for people who have been traumatized. Please do not watch it, if you are. Sometimes a disclaimer isn’t enough. @madonna

Behind the scenes of our first Christmas photo 😂❤️ Some sunshine to brighten your day! ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ If you haven’t checked out my YouTube channel yet, click the link in my bio and subscribe ✅

Click the link in my bio ❤️

Happy Father’s Day . Spending this day with you and Arié has been amazing. The bond you have with her is truly breathtaking. You are an exceptional father! And when I think about expanding our family, I have no worries, because you are the most AMAZING man in the world. And your light shines through any dark day. I love you, Happy Father’s Day!

Rincón, Puerto Rico

“Don’t be afraid your life will end; be afraid that it will never begin.” ~ Grace Hansen ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Be grateful for the life you have, then live fearlessly.

These 49 people were robbed from 49 different families. No one understands the of the mothers, the sisters, the brothers, the friends, and the spouses who lost them. Not even me. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ This may just be an image to you. But I see the on my fiancé’s face every single day. When he kisses his sisters photo in the morning before leaving the house. When he does 20 push ups to honor her before stepping a foot out the door. I see the tears he holds back when he’s describing her. But I can never feel it. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ I witness his , but I can’t even begin to understand his loss. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ There are so many people fighting back tears everyday, because they always remember. Not just on June 12th. Let’s continue to encourage each other, and love one another. You never know what’s behind someone’s smile. Never forget the people who suffer the other 364 days of the year. Encourage them. Uplift them.

Survive Then Live © The Pain you went through is not in vain. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ The hail, the sleet, the snow, the rain. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Different types of storms have clouded your days. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ You Cried, You Fought, You Lost, You Prayed. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ No answer seemed to come your way. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ You gave up, You Fell, You Turned away, Too many demons to battle, to conquer, to slay. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Too tired, too wounded, too hurt to say, ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ the horrible things that haunt you inside. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Despite those things you continue to RISE. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ You don’t just SURVIVE, ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ You LIVE, You WIN, You SOAR. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Like a lion in the jungle, ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ You EAT, You ROAR! ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Click the Link in my bio. @cnn produced a beautiful animation about my journey these past three years. I hope it inspires you to push through whatever hard time you’re facing. This is your diamond year, so expect the pressure, but push through so you can shine. Be grateful, there are so many things that have to go RIGHT in the universe, in order for you to be here. 🙏🏾❤️ (Sorry the sound is so bad, threw this together really quick in the bathroom. I wanted you guys to hear how the poem flowed so you could feel it.)

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ “Authenticity is the daily practice of letting go of who we think we’re supposed to be and embracing who we are.” - Brené Brown ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Up since 4:30am. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Let’s get it 💪🏾

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