Series - 3
I didn't tell you anything since the day I felt I should tell you that your behaviour gives me a severe shook in my head but I think you never thought about me though this is not the right time but I would consider this to yell at you.
You have been my brother, my friend and more over a part of my non-blood family.
But seriously you guys have been the closest people since school days to me the days which are nothing to you and yet you all are very typical strangers to me right now.
You didn't came during raksha bandhan, you didn't came during my birthday , you didn't ask for my health when I was Ill, you didn't call me when I was happy during my success, you didn't appreciate my goodness, you kept on pressing my vein which pains the most.
I could recollect the stuff, how madly I died for you and how badly you guys drifted.
I have that scene in my eyes studded when I was crying and you ignored and ran away.
If I would not speak to you then to whom I will?
If you guys are irritated then what about the world?
They gonna screw me.
You guys didn't bother about me.
You guys don't bother anymore.
Its all fair.
I don't utter a word cause I thought speaking and yelling would break our bond. Which bond ? Which never was joint? And so far its visible that nothing haunts you.
Neither our memories nor our bond.
You have been taking my behavior bad as always.
So this doesn't matter that you didn't call me for you birthday party or your anniversary or your cruze.
It is not about food.
I don't hog on it like a butthead.
But it was about consideration and mere willingness which I think never kindled in your mind or other people from our squad when the thing is about me.
I am a villager, I don't indulge into shitty things sooner or later.
But surely one day you will think about me.
There was a mad ass , which was only mad about us and we have made her Mad in pain. truly
I apologize for being such a shitty person in your life but yes it hurts.
And I apologize to rely on you for my healing.
It hurts that my very own people don't love me. .